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Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Ode to the Rat Race

All this leaves me to question myself, what's the worth of living the "glam" city life? Take yesterday, for example. I went to my internship in the morning, redesigning a flyer perhaps more than seven times over. Then, I checked out and went to the bank to stand in a line of grumbling New Yorkers, deposited my check, and headed to work at the clothing store. We had a huge sale, the place was overrun with women and spending and hangers. One up, though: I used my store credit to purchase a beautiful silk and lace top, of which I immediately wore out.
Did I go home and collapse onto my bed, afterwards? Maybe, make myself a bowl chicken noodle soup? Pop a tylenol? Tucked myself into bed and read myself a bedtime stor- Okay, taking it a little too far, there.
No, I didn't go home. I met my friend, a current intern at Barneys, in Herald Square to go to a Vogue & Barney's bar party on the lower east side. Fantastic but I didn't get home until 2AM (blasted subway construction delays). Feeling unkempt and exhausted, I finally got to bed... just to wake up and do the whole day over again. I could go to a fashion show tonight for a Cornell alumna's new brand, but is it worth it? Sure, these events sound glamorous and fun, but is it worth the work? That's what I'm trying to figure out. That's what I need to figure out before I dedicate my life to the rat race.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Delaying the Real World | Twentysomethingdom

Sometimes, I go on these internet web-jumping la de da's, in which I just google whatever topic of interest I've come upon lately and then jump from link to link to link... Just for fun. It's very educational, in fact!
Monday, June 16, 2008
Noted Photographer | A New Week, A New Roommate

Hi, from the upper west side! It's co-interns, Lola and Lily, here. Breaking news: we are now officially roommates. Lola moved in last night after a horrible two-week experience in Brooklyn (just couldn't stand that cat smell, I guess). Now she's living with me and it's the perfect fit for both of our schedules.
Friday, June 6, 2008
There's a Method to all this Madness

Wednesday, June 4, 2008
After-Work Eggs, Coffee, and Sex and the City

Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Hardworking Interns at The Laundress, Inc.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008
I am officially the living dead.
After toddling up the stairs and taking off my heels in the elevator (I'm sure the doorman saw my state of pathetic-ness in his security cameras), I jumped in the shower, while cooking pasta, and cleaning the apartment- simultaneously. Now, I'm eating a bowl of pesto ravioli and pre-packaged salad. Andd it's almost eleven PM. A thousand things are swarming in my head. I've responded to my messages and applied moisturizer. I've cleaned and ate and now, I'm writing.
I take mental notes during the day of things I want to talk about. As soon, as I get down to writing it, they all fly out of my head and I'm left with a blank page. Or WORSE. Nonsense and jibber jabber. Oh, what writer's guilt I'm feeling now.
A note to all: I'm in the process of journaling and editing, as well as revamping this site. Inspired by Michele's amazing website and my design internship, I might even scrap everything and start fresh. Who knows... if I can find ANY TIME. I will have more details on work later, I promise. Before, I am officially the living dead.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
What happens in Spamalot, STAYS in Spamalot

I met up with another Cornell friend today. She was in the city for some internship interviews and we ended up getting Pinkberry by my apartment and cooking pasta. It was delicious!
I have some tough decision to make tomorrow. I went into round two of a job interview process today and I've been biting my nails, going crazy, wondering if I'm getting this job. And, what I would do if I actually got it. After the interview today, I took a walk around the shops at Columbus Circle and somehow found myself in the basement grocery store. A woman was giving out sample of martini mixes and she saw my exhausted state: "Honey, you need a smile on your face. Try this lemon drop martini. Non-alcoholic of course." We started chatting for about ten minutes and by the end I had tasted a cosmo, a mojito, and a pomegranate martini. Funny how strangers randomly cross paths, if only for a little bit, but make all the difference in one's day.
I definitely need to relax more now... updates tomorrow. You never know what will happen...
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Fashion photography on the rise
Check out my friend's website. She built it with her own "html-saavy" hands. It's legit: www.micheleyong.com. GORGEOUS MODELS, too.
Other news, I got my first job offer at Montmartre! Green tea ice-cream to celebrate!

Monday, May 19, 2008
Toto, I don't think we're in Ithaca anymore

I met some interesting people today and found myself in some noteworthy situations. My friend, Kristin (remember, the girl who is supposed to be my roommate this summer) just told me that she would only be staying two weeks at the end of July. Bummer. I’m good at being independent (i.e. totally alone) but I feel pretty bummed out about having to duke out the summer by myself. At least I’m friends with the doorman… and my writing. (I just sounded so pathetic baah).
I had the strangest strangest feeling today. I reunited with my friend and sorority sister, Lauren for lunch at a restaurant called “Toast.” We had both been running around, going to job interviews for the entire day. I sat down to order and I thought, “We’re… legit living in New York City… in the real world… living and working.” I don’t think that makes any sense now but for me, this deal of being independent—making my own work schedule and earning a salary—it really hit me. I feel like one of those old thirty-something adults who meet for drinks after work and complain about their boss.
Toto, I don’t think we’re in Ithaca anymore!
Or college and the culture, which follows for that matter. I’m a working girl now… I think. A working girl in disguise. See, this is how it works. You just need to think and act like you know exactly what you’re doing. Resume? Check. Fashion sense? Check. A firm handshake? Check. I came a week earlier to Manhattan to look for some sort of job, preferably to both gain the sales experience and earn fast cash (oh, how we do depend on money). My parents tipped me off on tips—fast cash I could earn through waitressing or any sort of restaurant job. This is how I found my first conquest: a hostess position at the French restaurant down the block called, “Le Monde.” I go for training on Thursday.
But what I would really like is to get a clothing sales job—such a good experience to have for my major and resume. One problem, though, is that I tend to get extremely intimidated by “fashion passion people.” It’s the nickname I’ve given those very scary high fashion snooty artsy fartsy whatever-you-call-it kind of people. You get what I mean. They’re extremely judgmental and base everything off of first impressions. The good thing is that I’m a pretty quick learner and even though I make dreadful mistakes, I will use that to make myself better to the best I can. Today, I kept getting better and better at my method of attacking these big name stores towards the end of my exhausting job hunt.
I was quite a mess this morning, though. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS DOING. To recap: I sort of just rambled down Broadway and walked into whatever store I passed by with the same shy, uncertain greeting, accidentally smacking people in the face with my resume and portfolio. I made a fool of myself at American Apparel, Banana Republic, Club Monaco, and the GAP. Then, I realized that this approach of blindly walking in whatever direction I felt like really wasn’t working out. This is what I mean by learning quick—first, you need to acknowledge that what you are doing is really, really dumb. So, I hopped back on the subway and got off at Columbus Circle after recalling that the place usually attracted a lot of shoppers (or was I imagining that?).
Completely by accident, I stumbled into a mall sort of thing! Okay. My big break. I would attack all the stores with a polite but outgoing, intelligent but down-to-earth AWESOME attitude. I had nothing to lose so I did it: Bebe, J. Crew, United Colors of Bennetton, Montmartre, and finally Armani Exchange. I CONQUERED. Yes, share in the basking of my success.
What an exhausting day… I’ve decided to work myself to death this summer—excited much?
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Suffering internet withdrawal in the city

On Friday, my family helped move me into our old apartment on Riverside Drive. This week, I’ll be on the summer job hunt. Then, my internship with The Laundress begins right after Memorial Day. The week after that, my friend Kristin who also goes to Cornell will move in with me. So many new experiences—living in the city, working, interning, living with a roommate… I’m a little nervous (I lied, a LOT nervous) and definitely brimming with excitement. Wish me luck!
Along with all this, I’m also discovering how much financial responsibility I’m starting to hold. My bank account is depressingly meager… And I have the guilty conscience to explain it. I love how, despite my dwindling savings, I am purchasing a $600 sofa with matching armchairs tomorrow…
That brings me to the subject of the apartment! You know, I love it to death. My grandfather lived in it years ago and passed it on to the family when he passed away. Since then, this place has been a reminder of history. The building used to be one of those 1920s glamorous hotels. It’s in the perfect location. Columbia is right down the street so we get all the student bookstores, cafes, farmer’s markets, and restaurants of Morningside heights. Remember the restaurant from Seinfeld? Right across the street from us. And the subway station is literally right outside. The one thing… history is… in essence old. The apartment is old and dusty. The building is forever in repair. But, It’s a good thing I like antiques…
Alright, I am getting into bed now. I’ll be online very soon I hope.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Resurrection of my cell phone - successful!
Today, I've restarted the process of packing.
My checklist is growing longer every day:
-Call for job offers in NYC
-Hair cut/color
-Apartment refund
-Return borrowed things
Things to do this summer:
-Find a retail job in NYC
-Refurnish the apartment
-Lose the freshman weight
-Learn to sew
Monday, May 12, 2008
A Scary Reminder from the Past
Monday, April 28, 2008
Curiouser and curiouser fo sho | Crazy Stuff I've Been Up To
Written a FULL documentary play.
Gave a presentation on tax deductions and postsecondary tuition rates.
Scored a two-year internship with the Herbert F. Johnson Art Museum.
Cranked out my final anthropology paper.
BS-ed a French final paper.
Assisted and modeled in the Cornell Design League Fashion Show.

Spring Formal!

Interviewed with The Laundress|New York for a summer internship.

Started planning a potential California trip.
Just begun my final Theater paper...
Passed out.
Monday, August 13, 2007
The Conclusion
Current location: Frankfurt, Germany (International Airport)
Current mood: hungry, inspired
Current craving: pancakes and strawberries, jasmine tea
Current time: 6ish am in Frankfurt... 12ish pm in New York... 12ish am in Singapore
Current attire: sweats, sneaks, tank, college sweatshirt, glasses, ipod
Current thoughts:
I haven't touched my blog, not to mention, opened my notebook in forever, seems like. Okay, maybe a few days. So now, I'm at the Frankfurt airport, waiting for my connecting flight to New York... and I finally acknowledged the least favorite part about travelling- I'm admitting that it's all over, I'm writing the conclusion, composing the finale, finishing the race... in plain words- it's the end!
To be honest, I think I purposely avoided all internet access and writing for the last week or so... obviously in denial that my vacation is ended. And then, very soon, I must begin a whole new lifestyle and confront my perpetual status of not-knowing.
My To-Do list is growing endlessly. I feel so frenzied for some reason that one night in KK, I sat straight up in my bed - middle of the night - and wrote a huge list of life goals... panicking that I will become a boring person who will only get a degree, work, work, retire, die... oh yeah, throw some kids and menopause in there somewhere. So, I have this long list which will eventually become more post-its stuck to my bedroom wall.
Despite all that, I'm feeling the happiest I've been in a long time. Can you believe it? I mean, I feel great... almost hyper. This whole year has been extremely stressful- full of college applications, the school paper, odd jobs, graduation, prom, my mysterious future, and just stupid high school drama... It's all over, hopefully. I've been able to get away during my time in Asia and I honestly feel as though I've taken advantage of each day and moment. It's been a full, fulfilling, satisfying journey.
Going to Singapore during the National day (country just turned 42...) was the perfect cooldown to the long stay in Malaysia. We ran into a number of traveling problems in Singapore, though- airline cancellations, hotel switching, etc. Yet, I was hardly moved. It was to be expected (wow, so many "to be" verbs... Mrs. Tremblay would kill me).
I read my horoscope: "You will feel great about your life- use this energy to get yourself going. Opportunities are opening up for you. This is a year of great changes and definitely a time to integrate into your life all that you have learned. Must do: Get a reality check." Usually, I don't bother with superstition but I think that was incredibly right on. Especially the part about the reality check.
I've learned a lot from this trip- grown up a lot and absolutely cannot wait to plan the next one. I think I'm ready for something drastic. They say, "Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy; they just promised it'd be worth it." But can you possibly believe that everything EVERYTHING happens for a reason? And the part about taking a chance... easier said than done. But I guess cliches are cliches for a reason!
And now, I've succeeded in writing a very sickeningly opptimistic and happy journal entry haha. Don't know why I feel so enthusiastic at the moment... better use the energy while I can. Okay, boarding time!
Sunday, August 5, 2007
Random Thoughts
-Grown quite used to lizards crawling up and down the walls.
-Relearned how to use squatting toilets.
-Gotten over fear of taxis.
-Written practically a novel.
-Visited an island.
-Climbed a mountain.
-Gained new friends.
-Played with my cousins.
-Improved my Chinese... a little.
-Gotten shockingly darker.
-Had my fill of ice kachang, soybean milk, roti canai, and watermelon juice.
-Improved my technique of ignoring flirty locals.
-Wasted a lot of money.
-Assisted in a fashion photo shoot!
-Some more stuff I can't think of now....
I had more I wanted to say but I left my notebook at home. Shall bring it with me next time... So, what am I up to the next few days? Tonight, the extended family is coming over again for swimming and dinner. Maybe some time I'll write an entry introducing them to you... My cousins, Pui Pui, Sim Yee, Bong Bong, San San, Wun Wun, Siew Yee, Eva, Aimee, Ida, Ivy, pheuf... I think that's all of them. Yes, very interesting names. Then, out tonight for drinks with friends... sleeping over Mich's and I don't know what else! Flight early morning on Wednesday to Singapore... Few days at Sentosa Resort, then Friday evening... flight back to the States! Five more days... then college!